À propos de moi
I am Samuel. I am created and released into this world on 15 May

I♥games. I am an outdoor person, but not very sporty though. I'm biased towards girls, so guys don't really get my attention most of the time. I'm lazy and I tend to sleep while walking. I have a major crush on ♥Emma Roberts and ♥Kristen Bell. I'm a fan of Chuck Bass from Gossip Girl cos i think that he is cool! Don't like me? Then leave!

I'm a movie fan! And this is a list of moies that i wanna catch before my bday. It definitely have to be in cinemas. (:

Australia
Bedtime Stories
Body Of Lies
DragonBall
Hotel for Dogs
Ip Man
Nancy Drew 2
Red Cliff Part 2
The Day The Earth Stood Still
Transformers 2
Transporter 3
Twilight
YESMAN

Strip Club
Whine like a bitch, but know your limits

Merci
All the appreciations
HOLLYWOOD
01 02 03
MYSELF FOR THE EDITS!

Billboard
Go for the best things in life

Visiteurs
People come and go
Rock Concert
My dedications to you, Juliet


Amis
We all love friends
DUNMAN
EuniceLai Genevieve GermaineWong*mei* JasmineTan JeremyLim*bro* PriscillaHon Weifeng
SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC
WallaceWoo
BLOGSHOP
CuteLittleStuffs

WHO DID I MISSED? TAG PLS.

Le passé
Memories, they linger around
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006 , 8:49 pm

felt kinda relieved for u. u are not tied anymore. u can let go of ur probs now le. =) help u find ur meiji choc anotehr day ba. dun sad. lol. so tiao ti. eat choc oso wanna find a brand dat looks/sounds like ur name. hahax.

im feeling lighter now. now that i dun hv to worry bout u. yeah. can go full force for MJC liao. dun pangseh hor. =.=! stupid jem la. say steady wan pei me oso. end up all pang seh. lol. nvm. i go MJ i take up iDA course. in the end i oso can be a game developer. got diploma got cert. woohoo. isnt it much better? wa.. i really did some reconfiguration for my future planning. yeah seems like its better somewhat and more stressful somehow. today went cityhall played dota. together wif jem junjie wenjie eehong khaiyew dk joshkwok junming zhenghong and chuping (1 more dunno wat name). had lot of fun. hehe. i owned! =x death prophet 13 - 5 , sand king 13 -2. nv deteriorate skills at all. hahax. after so long nv play dota or rather games. k ba. after this is work + more work to get my As liao. so, cya games.

`smiles at u.


xoxo ♥


Sunday, May 28, 2006 , 7:18 pm

argh. so messed up. even songs turned to noise. zz. i want silence yet i dun wan the silence as it brings me unpleasant thoughts. oh dear... wats going on la. tml O lvl chinese liao la. argh. really fucked up. i must score!!!! nvm. wait for u call. mebbe till den, den i can relax.


xoxo ♥


, 3:26 pm

holidays lai liao. but i cant even feel the holiday mood. 1 week free or mebbe none. zzz. everyday must go back sch. haiz sian.

hmmm. haiz. work hard ba. im trying my best le. i really trying my best to focus yet those probs juz keep flooding my mind. i m trying to push it away. but each time after i managed to do so. it will reappear wif new problems. i only asked for something which u cud give yet u boiled. i dunno wat to do. mebbe my change was not drastic dat u cant feel it. but i oredi changed.

k. im going out to appease the sourness in me.

`muacks. love ya.


xoxo ♥


Friday, May 26, 2006 , 8:22 pm

hmmm 1st things 1st. darling. msg for u in next dimension.

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SPASTICITY.
haha. yes. so spastic yesterday. so many things that happened. 1st in the hall. we did nonsense. yes NONSENSE again. together with junjie jeremy and zhenghong. teacher said wanna practice oral or something. and we went off 1 by 1 la. lol. junjie was disturbing us in the hall and i grabbed him while jem pinched his nipples. haha! 3 times total.

den after school. i think its my 1st time in life. i laugh till i stomp my feet la. so funny. junjie went to take handfile and then place it against the sanding machine. LOL sparks ahoy! haha. and we squashed some screws into some funny shape using the engineer's vice. so nth better to do.

yeah fun fun. im still alive. lol. but haiz.

`i made up my mind. so i dare say "i love you forever."


xoxo ♥


Tuesday, May 23, 2006 , 8:17 pm

hey guys. to all the peeps around me. im sorry for all the wrong things i hv done before. hmm. arrogant me. lead myself to numerous troubles. lead myself to numerous problems. thx to my good pals hu got me out of them. im thankful. nth much to say anyway. im gonna play a fun thing. which is life. lets see how much i deserve to live.

sorry sorry x1000


xoxo ♥


Monday, May 22, 2006 , 10:58 pm

msg for my cuterpig. next dimension pls.


xoxo ♥


Saturday, May 20, 2006 , 7:22 pm

hmmm today whole day was spent with my cuterpig at orchard and then a lil on citilink. hahax. asked for a balloon for her as she requested or it. ocbc white 1. den hor it flew off after we bought tix to movie and wanted to go heeren la! omg. den sian diao lor. hahax. den cross the road see another person giving out balloon. this time its yellow CK 1. hahax. ya i asked again. she said take 2. 1 for myself and 1 for her. okok lo. in the end. while passing her the ballon. 1 flew =.=! hmmm. bak chor mee at wisma was nice. over the hedge was nice. jaywalking was fun. and ya. we saw celebs at citilink shooting.

- hahax. wore the same clothes and i think attracted some alot attention from pple. hahax. pei her go shopping and i can see pple stare from shop to shop lars.. =x fun to AA!


xoxo ♥


Friday, May 19, 2006 , 11:27 pm

hmm. skip skip bout the results. will post some other days.

lol todays assembly. yes today 19 May 2006, was funny. hahax. interesting too. I CANT BELIEVE IT MAN. HAHAX! omg~ the least expected happened. kk. dun go into it yet. me first! walao. ms yew was talking bout handphone thingy or rather probihited thingy la. then she say, i noe there are still some pple hu bring their handphones to sch. "Samuel, 4E" *WTH* =.= and wats worse, they use it in sch. *omg* - stupid la.. she almost got my asses on fire. lol. heng mrs neo and mr bernard nv take notice of wat she said. ahem. ms yew u sabo queen! =p

hmm.. ya... till the end of assembly. "is it very honorable to be punished? YOU! clapping ur hands away and cheering. COME OUT HERE!" *hmmm sum1 blocked me. and was wondering hu. haha somehow noted the location he pointed.* i thought to myself: wa. bu hui ba? she get scold? haha cant be. - to my surprise she stood up =.=! and then next, is a bunch pple around me OHHH and look at me la! walao. u pple dun need lidat de mah. well honestly i cant help it. i laughed while looking at her. lol. omg. how can it be. but. haiz... HAHA. im still laughing now.

forever im able to laugh easily while looking at her and forever she will laugh when she sees me. =.= hahax. then see her so poor thing. stayed and help her pick the litter lo. -see la! orbi good! nth better to do.- hahax.

thats for the highlights of the day of my life. =) yeah we both kena something together again.


xoxo ♥


Thursday, May 18, 2006 , 11:45 pm

News of the day.

results from survey shows that, i hv a dumb looking face which makes pple laugh when they see me. *wth*

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today. went home... waited... waited... waited.... details left out. mebbe i post in next dimension. wahaha. today poa got back. WALAO. WTF. bullshit. expected A but i getB. sian diao liao. chinese got A2. hahax. abit qi ji. ya.. dats all ba. dull dull day. so tiring. off to the phone wif u!

`pengz.


xoxo ♥


Tuesday, May 16, 2006 , 7:27 pm

anyway. thx eunice for slapping facts into my narrow brain again.

dar. i shall not bug u bout those stuff again le. wun make u fret over those. hao ma? i shud give u happiness and pure happiness and smiles, many many smiles. =) i luv ur smiles anyway, dun wan see u pull long face oso. and hor. i got request. pls smile more if u are tired hao ma? see u pull ong face i abit guai guai 1 leh... like something bothering u but dun wanna say. haiz. so. ya. i will make u happy! and happy only! xP


xoxo ♥


, 7:20 pm

exam end le! yes. wonderful wonderful. but next exam gonna be more stressful and tedious. ok. drop it. time for relaxation.

went out tdy. so enjoyable. *and tiring* changed so many locations and spent most time at pasir ris park under the hot sun. hahax. piggybacked her and carried her bag. =.= so fun la. but i zao geng. *hur... nv help me pull de...* lol. she requested for piggyback coz she dun wan step grass... omg. grass oni lar! tell u liao. u 1 second pull 1 grass out u pull till ur lifetime over oso hvnt pull finish. im dead beat. hmm ym they all cant enter here and there. coz not old enuf. so. no place to go. ya.. so anyhow walk anyhow burn time.

i hv shopping to do. oh my. hahax. okie. np. tml i shall do all my shopping.

`i hurt my back! hahax no la. so light.


xoxo ♥


Monday, May 15, 2006 , 6:59 pm

prob solved. thx dar. =)

waited so long for her today. ya. haha. wait till i sleepy and tired jeremy oso sleepy and tired. =.= lol thx anyway. see ur sweet smile i oso brighten up liao.

yes yes. happy bday to me. thank god devil its happy. hahax. i hope u can do wat i wan soon. i dun wish to stay at the back. i really dun wanna. sorry for the troubles. =)

`dar, u're da best.


xoxo ♥


Sunday, May 14, 2006 , 7:09 pm

i didnt noe im the worse 1 in comparison. wat a great disappointment for myself.

so detestable. so.... numb now. i realise my change was insignificant. bye detestable world.

`nth to lose. nth to gain.


xoxo ♥


, 4:00 pm

1 day away from my bday. tot i wud hv the happiest bday in my life this year. somehow. its turning bad. doesnt matter. its always the same. always. nv i m made happy on my bday.

u wan me to gay around so much? fine la. best if were to turn into a gay. u hv 1 less person to worry. i hope this will make me go mad and i wud leave this detestable world. push it thru the limits and i wud. go on.

`fuck my life.


xoxo ♥


, 2:08 pm

i am heartbroken


xoxo ♥


, 12:26 am

T.T update** on friday's celebration.

went marina south to eat buffet. had lots of fun. thx to the 12 pple hu attended. eat alot and was kinda full. lol. steamboat and bbq was nice but in exchange had many hand injuries. *ouch lor the oil splat here and there.* hahax. hope u all enjoyed. YES U ALL SURE DID. after smashing so many eggs on me. walao. kope buffet egg smash me. dunno hu dat bastard go THROW. walao pain leh! zzz. no extra clothes summore.. nvm. one year 1 time. haha. cb kel. u laugh loudest. ur turn coming soon. dun RUN.

today nth to blog. so. skipped

`love ya lots. be with me.


xoxo ♥


Friday, May 12, 2006 , 1:40 am

dar. something for u at next dimension. read it. its hard for me to kai kou over the fone. so i decided to leave wat i wanna say there. consider pls. dun juz read read liao suah. i mean wat i say.

`holding tight.


xoxo ♥


, 12:00 am

this post is being brought forward so i cud hv my note for my dar on the top.

OMG. look wat i hv FOUND~~~

with respect and regards to Youth.SG, i would like to post their work here.
taken from: http://youth.sg/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=417&Itemid=29


An interview with "the dark side" - Dunman's Disciplinarian

Youth.SG speaks to one of the most feared characters in any school - the discipline master. Mr Bernard Ram Bagtha has been a discipline master for six years, and is currently the strong arm of the law in Dunman Secondary School. Julian meekly interviews the man during Bedok Police Dibernardvision's networking session with schools. (don't ask how we got in ... we just did!)

Youth.SG: Do discipline masters have to undergo special training?

Mr Bernard: We do go through training at the early part of our career. We will be taught how to formulate policies, and go through specific discipline programs. This is normally done by the MOE branch where they deal with discipline.

What are the most common offences that you have to deal with?

In my school, I would say that it's getting kids to do their work. We also have our usual cases of mischief, smoking, and gathering outside school, but these are not that serious.

What are some of the more unusual cases you've had to handle?

Well, I have shouted at students, I have shouted at girls, and I have gotten girls to shout back at me.

Can you tell me about any "success stories" that you've personally handled?

I won't say success stories, but we do see the fruits of our labour, especially when the kids come back. When the students go through our school, then at the 4th or 5th year after they leave, they come back and tell you things like "Eh Mr Bernard, we're so lucky to have this school, you know. Discipline in XXX is very bad, students there are constantly fighting..." And they are very glad that they have gone through our school, and they are so much more disciplined. Some will even come and thank me for caning them in the past. "Eh thank you Mr Bernard, for caning me ..." You'll hear these kinds of stories. Even the kids after the 'O' levels, they'll come up and say "Mr Bernard, thank you for everything you've done." It's these things that drive me to do my work.

bernardWhen you were a student yourself, did you ever think you'd be doing this for a living?

Definitely not. I think being like any child, we were all very carefree, we were only thinking about playing. So not much about goals and directions. These days, it's a bit different.

You mentioned canings. What offences are students caned for?

In school, we mainly cane students for smoking, theft, defiance, rude behaviour, rioting, fighting, ...

In your six years as discipline master, how many students have you caned?

*laughs* [reporter then asks for just a rough figure] I hope it's no more than a hundred!

What are some things that most people don't know about being a discipline master?

As a discipline master, I don't show my other side. Some of the kids do capture my other side, when I relate to the teachers, when I'm speaking to my colleagues, or when I speak to my students leaders. I'm not only dealing with school discipline, I'm also dealing with school leadership programs. So when I am with my student leaders, the leaders do see this other side of me. They know that I'm not always so strict.

Has your personal safety ever been in danger?

On and off, but it has never materialized. My motorcycle has never been vandalized.

bernardWhat's the toughest part of your job?

I would say working with the management, with the principle, because on one hand, we want to give these kids a chance, but on the other hand, we need to follow the rules, follow the guidelines, follow the procedures. If you have stolen, you've got to be ready to face the consequence, whether it's caning, whether it's suspension. And on the other hand, we do not want to just suspend the kids because by throwing them out, they will be up to other forms of activities outside school, so they get themselves into trouble. There's always this balance.

If you could dispense one piece of advice to young people in Singapore, what would it be?

Don't waste your time thinking of how to go against the authorities. Use your time fruitfully. Do good things that make yourself happy.

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yeah im posting this coz i still respect him although he is a pain in the arse and im the pain in HIS arse. LOL. mr bernard. rock on.


xoxo ♥


Thursday, May 11, 2006 , 5:52 pm

hehex. im happy today. yes super happy. *details left out*
woo. my mum so good. called and ask,
mum: "son ar. u wan change handphone anot?"
me: "er. dun wan change now leh. i wan N80."
mum: "i saw N80 liao. $838 wif plan leh"
me: "yay. i wan!" *hmmm. wtf so ex ar...*
mum: "but i dun wan buy for u. they say easy spoil their thing. and too ex la. u student oni use this kinda fone."
me: "walao. everything i wan u oso say easy spoil."
mum: "aiya u go consider, tonite we discuss."
me: "ok." *haiz. i wan it.*

lol. i admit im abit very spoiled. =( but i really wan. i use this sucky phone so long and didnt change coz i wan N80. ergh~ nvm. tonite discuss hehe!

thank u for everything today. gonna be very memorable for me. =) [details at next dimension, bu fang bian post here those stuff]

`come to me darling.


xoxo ♥


Wednesday, May 10, 2006 , 10:14 pm

fuck im pissed. yes and fuck this! tmd. study the whole freaking txtbook and i still cant understand how to do. tmd. qi shi ren ar.


haiz. dar help! hahax. muacks. u take care of urself and i can focus more on my studies. =.=! hahax. not dun wan care u. no time ar.......


xoxo ♥


, 2:54 pm

i noticed something. omg. i think its ur fault. after u told me bout ur parents car. hahax! yes i noticed lately...... which is recently..... well, having toyotas all over the place is common, coz its a brand. but. alot of ALTIS! yes. alot of corolla altis. every carpark i pass every road i travel past, sure got at least one altis. =.=! yeah singapore is going altis frenzy. pls omg. i hope my dad wun change to an altis freak too. i wan subaru! hahax. =x

`hugs and kisses


xoxo ♥


Tuesday, May 09, 2006 , 8:52 pm

the following pple are invited to my buffet on this friday:
zhong
liang
yap
odin
kenny
weilong
weifeng
jackson
jasper
ah nei
mz
freddy
vernon
james
guanlong.

these pple are to comply my invitation. =) happy eating.


xoxo ♥


Sunday, May 07, 2006 , 2:50 pm

haiz. my heart bled. issit so hard to gain trust or trust sum1? i dunno. i m tying my very best le. nvm. let time prove it all.


xoxo ♥


Saturday, May 06, 2006 , 9:18 pm

oh ya. 3rd post of the day. yes i getting po po ma ma. lolx. no la. juz dun feel right without my penknife. cuterpig! return me! =( anyway, im thinking of having a side blog to post wat i wanna let pple hu is around me noe and those none of my business not noe. yes, im locking it of course. i will tell ya guys the pw. hahax. this blog getting too public liao. certain things i wanna share but its awkward to tell everyone. nvm. so for u special peeps oni. =)

enter the next dimension, http://demon-angelogy-.blogspot.com


xoxo ♥


, 9:02 pm

eh pple!!!! 15 may is a special day. wanna noe y? see my profile. HAHAHA! =x


xoxo ♥


, 8:42 pm

hmm.. juz accomplished my mission of making u laugh. hehex. cheer up. i suddenly tot of wat me and my bros came up wif. a MASTER PLAN. wahahaha. here it goes.

in 10years time...
i will be a taxi driver,
kaiyu(ps dunno how to spell. correct me) will be a bank teller,
dongkai will be security guard of the bank,
junjie will be working at customs,
wenjie will be a police,
last but not least, this person play a big part of our master plan...





jeremy will be a robber. wahahahaha.

this is wat going to happen.
jeremy will enter the bank and point out a knife at kaiyu and kaiyu will give him all the money in the bank. dongkai will then be sleeping and cameras are all disabled wif the excuse of malfunction. then i will be purposely driving my taxi around the vicinity and jeremy will hail my cab and enter my cab. he will then point the knife at me and i will drive to the customs. junjie will then be prepared to let us pass the custom. meanwhile, the police team will be searching for us. this is when wenjie comes in to our plan. he will be the 1 leading the team and go around in circles not able to find us. after our plan suceeded, our bros will then slowly quit their job one by one. and migrate to other countries wif us. then we shall enjoy our loots. WAHAHAHAHAHA.

ps. this is bloody damn top secret. dun spread hor. hahax.


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im upset over myself now lo. y i slow. i shud hv came in earlier. but nvm la. like u said. this shall test my love for u then. how i wish the 5years will juz flash by. by then, i wud not hv forgotten u. and u shall fulfil wat u said. yi shen xiang qu. =) how sweet. lols. hu noes. even me myself is afraid i wud let go. but its a good sign. the more i worry the more i wun. ^^j

jeremy, thx for always helping me. really thx. i m really out of idea on wat to do for myself. u are always there to help. gam sia li. thx for helping me direct wat is in my heart to her. thx thx thx. hahax. like i said, if really 5years wat i wanted happens. u shall be my best man for the wedding. cheers bro!

`yi shen xiang qu.
i scared no 5Cs for u =x can la hor?
mebbe hv. lol.

will have cash, chiobu (you), care, car and will change for u.
haha 5Cs! have!!


xoxo ♥


Friday, May 05, 2006 , 8:12 pm

juz here to say. im exceptionally happy today. hahax. =p no time to blog and nth to blog about too. so i shall end here.

`hehe. kill me.


xoxo ♥


Wednesday, May 03, 2006 , 10:51 pm

omg. life is getting boring. exams coming lo.

period.

today hv some disputes. omg was hell fun when i took my hp out and almost wanted to call louis yap to diao zui. can see him trembling lor. lol. wan hum den dun ask pple chup where. bo chup den dun tio pple n ask them chup where.... anyway good luck. i made a check on u. louis yap is gonna find u trouble himself. good fren of his who came across my blog warn him hor. =)

`kiss me not? kiss me!


xoxo ♥