holidays lai liao. but i cant even feel the holiday mood. 1 week free or mebbe none. zzz. everyday must go back sch. haiz sian.

hmmm. haiz. work hard ba. im trying my best le. i really trying my best to focus yet those probs juz keep flooding my mind. i m trying to push it away. but each time after i managed to do so. it will reappear wif new problems. i only asked for something which u cud give yet u boiled. i dunno wat to do. mebbe my change was not drastic dat u cant feel it. but i oredi changed.

k. im going out to appease the sourness in me.

`muacks. love ya.

xoxo ♥