my blog is...
REVIVED

had no time for blog lately. partly gaming and partly parting my time for my darling. (: well ytd (saturday), was the funeral wake for my grandma. cremated. feelings of all the family members are undescribable. ups and downs. all i, or rather we could do is just to bid her farewell and wish her all the blessings.

then the whole family sat down for a family matter meeting. blah blah. skip the parts that are not related. its confidential anw. but it came down to the family business. i nv thought of taking over. its just too great of a burden to carry. the business that started from scratch by my grandpa. then passed down to my uncles. well, its more than obvious. i and my two other cousins are asked to take over the family business in future. im keen of cos. but im worried at the same time. i dun wanna see it close down. 4 companies. Beng Cheng Auto Machinery, Beng Cheng Metals, Lim Metals, and 1 more german named company (i dunno how to pronounce nor i rmbr). the pillars of the family. hais. dunno wat to do. take over? then i wud hv to put down my ambitions. dun take over? wat if it crumble and close down. zzz. next year i wud hv to decide to take wat course for my poly. but how how how. now this family business thing cut in into my life. its time for decision making again. hais. so mafan.

period.

hahas. and darling. thx for everything k. happy moments, infuriating moments. hahas. both oso are gd la har... we cant be perfect anw. no matter how much i scolded u. no matter how pissed i m. this feeling i had for u nv shook. it remained stable within me.

oh. i forgotten to write bout my sentosa trip with me dear. hahas. was so fun ok! although everything will be ready soon next year blah blah. which kinda irritated us. but we oso did not hv enuf time to finish the things there. we went mt.faber to take cable car to sentosa. went food court at the beach to eat. went merlion. went for luge and sky ride. went sky tower. went underwater world. went fort siloso. went cinemania. we oso went to hv sakae at siloso beach. and went home by cable car. xP was so FANTASTIC. but i hv to watch my $250 depart from my wallet IN A DAY. SAD! although we missed the musical fountain. and our pink dolphin.. hahas. there is always a next time when everything construct finish! yippee! hahas. i notice something irritating bout sentosa nowadays. THEY FORCE U TO TAKE FOTO! then they ask u go counter see whether u wan anot. u say dun wan, they pester u to buy. WALAO. 1 printed foto $10 - 25. SEOW BO. the ink made from blood issit. so ex. =.= hahas. bt was fun la, ignoring those picture taking thingy.

`that's all folks. thanks for tuning in to my life report. haha!

p.s. im back to demonlogy~

xoxo ♥